Feeling really depressed at the moment, my sister’s wedding fast approaching. Just don’t know what to do to pull myself out of the abyss.
March 23, 2009
March 1, 2009
Escorts
http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/magazine/7914639.stm
Just happened across this article the other day, found it intriguing.
February 20, 2009
Waking the Dragon
Oasis – Falling Down
It only takes one bit of music to wake me from my slumber, to dump masses of adrenaline into my bloodstream. It stirred me today, I felt alive. I firmly took the grasp upon my day after hearing this song.
February 18, 2009
No spark
I’m mindful of the fact I haven’t posted what happened after “that door” opened. I haven’t even started drafting it yet. At least Singles Awareness Day was good to me as I went to see “the girl” again for much more of “……” the weekend gone past. It was nice.
However, that’s not what’s bugging me… I feel like I’ve got no spark. I cum just to take the edge off my character, to take the horniness away. It’s almost like a quick *fap* *fap* *fap* *splurt….* There has been no reason to have an epic cum, just fast ones sped up by a run on RedTube and then get on with the rest of my day or off to bed. No lube, no toys… just a cloth to catch the mess…
Not good ‘eh?
January 27, 2009
Frustration with neglectful friends
Just had an evening last night just getting frustrated with a friend that doesn’t seem to get me. It has gotten to the point where I just blocked them. It’s not something I did without thinking but it had been going on too long and the let-downs were sapping my self-esteem as I kept wondering what I’d done to deserve this sort of treatment. They would generally be kind in words but in deeds they would be sorely lacking.
I’m still feeling angry and frustrated over this now former friend, wondering if I could have changed anything but in the end, I’ve got no confidence in them and I couldn’t trust whatever they said because I got let down too much and don’t feel things or they would change.
